she stands up

This blog is a bit difficult to update @_@
Actually, I just have to many accounts everywhere...

I want to keep updating this because it's linked to my website.

I'm too lazy to actually write about life stuff or post pictures right now, maybe another time!

Here is a video I really like with a song that I really like (She Stands Up by M83)

I also like this

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food, art, etc

I kind of wanted to write about today but I feel really lazy and I feel it would get kind of long...maybe...
Anyway during my bus ride, I was listening to Monoral and I haven't listened to them in a while?

a song a lot of people seem to know..since it was from an anime....that i never watched....

kiri


visions in my head

This was the first song from them I heard a while back ago... Well they only had this and pocketful of joy, kiri, etc then I guess...
It's not my favorite but it got me interested at least :)


and here

photos of lunch from food court, fried peanuts, doujinshi and prints, fallen apart pages from a rock'n'dolless code geass book, mickey mouse mp3 player, mcdonald nails, blah blah blah


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FOOD AND FOOD AND MORE FOOD

I haven't posted in a while and so the photos built up! ;A;

Most of these are just food...and then random things like stuff I saw that I like, my friend's ninja assassin tattoo she put on her arm eventually even though the movie sucked sooo muchhhhhhh, youtube, EMBARASSING CALENDAR OF THE MONTH aka code geass aka butttttt...etc

OK gotta eat dinner now
like I said in the title

FOOD AND FOOD AND MORE FOOOOOOOODDDDD

 

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for your time


 
 

       

I am listening to this right now and I am loving it a lot. T3T I found it 'cause I wanted to share one of the songs I like...which is "11. christian marclay & otomo yoshihide – suburbia". There are 32 songs in it. I guess it's supposed to be like a playlist thing...the name is undomondo radio show #22


ANYWAY, I finally went and looked for this animation video my classmates were telling me to watch!
I HAVE TO AGREE IT IS SO AMAZING/COOL :) :) :) I was giggling at certain parts haha :D
Watch the whole thing if you haven't yet. :)

MUTO
A short film by Blu: an ambiguous animation painted on public walls.
Made in Buenos Aires and in Baden (fantoche)

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And here's another video
A fanvideo(?) of Gummo...
The song is Everything in it's right place by Radiohead
The only scene I remember in this is the scene with Jarrod and his tube top...although I know I remember a lot of scenes from the movie...but it wasn't used here I guess.

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I also really love Daul's videos....Her blog and her youtube was deleted. I find that really strange...and very sad... is it really her family wanting privacy? It's really strange. I don't know if Daul would have wanted that...
I took three of her videos from youtube before they got taken down...


Um...I'm kind of sleepy right now but I don't want to go to sleep...yet I haven't been doing anything...
I could be drawing or I could be doing homework but I'm not.........

This morning I woke up at 5 something AM and I was really proud of myself because then I left for school at 6:25 and I was actually on time for class LOL I AM ALWAYS LATE AND I HATE IT

On the way to school, I had a craving for a bagel! I haven't had a bagel in ages and I always pass by Noah's on the way to school so since I was a little early today I decided to go inside and get a bagel....
I got a Jalapeno one with cheese. It tasted like Wetzel's Jalapeno pretzel except not oily. It reminded me of Jalapeno poppers....WHICH IS SO GOOD. I WANT SOME RIGHT NOW T3T I haven't had those in years.

Then after class I went home and for lunch I had dino nuggets...which I also love lol what is real life

Yesterday sucked in comparison. I really hate my time management....I waste so much time...On Friday, I slept till like 3-4 PM? Then I went to bed at 6:30 AM LOL then on Saturday I woke up at 3 PM...I think? And I think the same happened for Sunday...So I was finishing up this painting commission instead of doing this other painting for school and I always ALWAYS somehow forget how slow I am at drawing and stuff....So I thought the thing for school wouldn't take me long...and I started it at 11 PM and I ended up finishing at like 5:30 AM but then again I procrastinated and stopped a lot too....Anyway I tried to get some sleep and it was kind of hard to fall asleep as usual so it took some time and then when I did fall asleep...10-15 minutes later my dad asked me if I was going to school today/what time and so I couldn't go back to sleep again and it was pointless anyway because I wanted to wake up around the time my parents left for work because if I kept sleeping no one would be there to wake me up. I highly doubted I would hear my alarm. So in the end I didn't get any sleep hahah and just ate breakfast and stuff.

Hm, when I was going to school, I had to run to the bus stop 'cause I wasn't sure what time it was coming exactly and then when I got to the bus I felt kind of weird so I tried to nap and sleep the feeling away...
Then I got to the train station and when I got off the bus I was feeling really nauseous and I kept coughing and when I reached the escalator I threw up. O_O; I got vomit on my hands and some guy gave me a napkin and I was thankful. These other guys kept looking at me funny. Hmph. What are they assuming.....Hmph. Jk. Whatever.

Actually, last week the same thing happened where I got off the bus and walked at the train station feeling really nauseous and coughing because I felt like I was going to throw up. I didn't throw up last week though so I didn't think it would happen yesterday... I just find it weird since I haven't thrown up since middle school...

At class, we watched a film called ALICE and I fell asleep a little but the parts I watched were pretty creepy hahaha
Then I went to the post office to send the painting commission and I was feeling hungry since I didn't really have lunch except for a yogurt and banana...I went to McDonald's LOL. I got a medium fries and it was good but I gave half to my brother when I got home. Oh yeah, while I was walking I passed by another McD and these two guys came out and the other guy was like bending down and his pants was going down and I could see his boxers. I do not want to see people's underwear =_= although this is so common....WHY. =_=

When I got home I slept for like three hours and then did homework then went to bed at 11 PM and today I'm really glad I did. :)

Oh yeah... I tried to do Takarazuka-style makeup today lol...

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reminiscing about old times

LOL Sigh I was looking for a file and then I found this convo saved and I usually don't save convos but I remember laughing a lot about it with Kea so I saved it. O_O....... I'm "happiness is a warm gun". Lol. This is really, really old.....its pretty lame...lol....

 

happiness is a warm gun: why is there
happiness is a warm gun: nothing
happiness is a warm gun: to ddo
happiness is a warm gun: Hm i lied
happiness is a warm gun: there is
louis: what chu gonna do!
louis: :)
happiness is a warm gun: nothing
louis: LOL WHAT
louis: tell me a joke!
happiness is a warm gun: why was seven scared of eight
happiness is a warm gun: :|
louis: isn't it
louis: why was eight scared of seven
louis: seven eight(ate) nine
happiness is a warm gun: oh
happiness is a warm gun: shut
happiness is a warm gun: up
louis: HAHAHAHA
happiness is a warm gun: LOL
louis: LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
louis: HAAHAHAHIUAESGHY9YHGIUHFGF
happiness is a warm gun: i forgot
louis: GDYINNNNG LOLLLLL
louis: OMMMMMMGGG
happiness is a warm gun: lol i hatey ou
happiness is a warm gun: im never
happiness is a warm gun: talking
happiness is a warm gun: to you
louis: *postin this on da blog*
happiness is a warm gun: again
happiness is a warm gun: go away
louis: HAHAHAHA
louis: YOU LOVE ME :)
happiness is a warm gun: LOL

 

hmph > 3 <

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whatever

Um. These are all from today.............even the sketches where from today in class when I was really bored....and thumbnails for an Alice in Wonderland cover drawing project that no one can understand but me lol I suck.....I saw someone I knew today randomly too...Um today was actually a pretty good day and I wanted to write about it but I'm lazy so I'm not. And tonight I really need to catch up on some homework for one class and study a bit for another too. Why am I so lazy....

 

 

 

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rage and bitch

Not really. I'll try not to. Must keep up positive attitude towards life....

My sister borrowed my camera but I got it back yesterday and I'm really glad. My camera is cheap lol and it feels like a toy but I like it a lot. I don't think it takes bad pictures. :) Although I think I would love to have a nicer camera or maybe even a DSLR or something, I don't need it too much.

I had a lot of things to say but then now that I'm finally here I feel like all the words I prepared left me. I'm disappointed, tired, and frustrated but at the same time, I guess I'm content. Today was an alright day. Class was nice. The guy sitting in front me was snoring while I was also falling asleep during critique so I tried to keep my head up so people wouldn't think it was me... Hahah.

I just wish certain things would be over and done with.... And I feel like a lot of things I hear or see keeps circulating in my mind and I wish it would stop too. Can I just be unaware of this world? But there are things that I like and love and want to know and be part of so I guess not.....

The other day my sister was like, "We should go live in France for like a year." HAhah I was really like taken by surprise but yeah, it doesn't have to be France but I think I would like to experience this once. Just somewhere far...

 

Anyway.

Photos of Age Called Blue, my crappy homework that I posted on me and & nou's blogspot, my feet, my bday present for my sister's 24th, food, and random and more random. Um, that raw shrimp is supposed to be like that...it's good, okay. My mom rarely makes it. T_T
Also a picture of my Basara wristband that my brother was wearing. I got it a while back ago cause I saw it at Kinokuniya and I was really into Sengoku Basara...I got Mori's too. My brother likes the Chousokabe one so I gave it to him...I never wore them anyway. I think he likes Masamune though. HAHA. I think he pretended to be him once with like a fake paper eyepatch over his eye.


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mostly in the past

Hm these are mostly old pictures...just bored....

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Mostly today again

All the photos are from today except for the last one of Merlin. That one was from Sunday when I just laid on the bed watching Merlin or sitting on a chair watching it. My head was pounding so I didn't feel like doing anything at all and no one else was home so I was really bored and lonely. It's not an exciting show but I think Colin Morgan is cute.

Someone brought in those paper strips to class and um that's where I got them from and I was doing them after class while I was wasting time during my break. Um, I was at the train station and a miracle happened because I saw two musicians playing there! This is a miracle because I had a paper due today about reviewing a a vocal concert/performance. I will just turn it in late hahah..... They were pretty good too? I guess. I went to get Starbucks and then I got a dollar change so I gave the musicians a dollar.

I sat down somewhere and was reading and making those lucky stars things while drinking my mocha frappuccino. I noticed the holiday ice rink was gonna be put back up again. Last December I remember me and my sister watching people skating there and she kept trying to convince me that this two guys skating were a couple. :/

Which reminds me---my sister totally flaked out on lunch today :( I was already near our meeting place and she texted me what time she was gonna arrive and I was fine with the time. Then I was at Borders and she texted me again saying she'll be late and can't make it since she'll probably come by 12 (my next class is at 12:30). I told her it was okay because I'll still be here. I didn't really feel like going to class so I didn't mind going there late and it only take's about 15 min to get there. Anyway...she said okay and then it was getting to be almost 12 PM so I went to go buy my lunch already and just wait for her to join me but then by 12:15 she still was on her way and texted me that and also that she's just gonna go straight to work. Sigh. I don't really mind because I know she has to go to work at 1 but...we planned to eat somewhere else than usual and we talked about this yesterday so I was kind disappointed. I wonder if she overslept or something....

Also I feel these comments I get from one of my teacher are just to make me feel better about myself?! Which I guess is nice but... I don't know. It feels like her compliments or encouraging comments are lies. I am so cynical. As usual.

Actually today was a pretty nice day too? I had fun for the most part.


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Mostly today

Whoa, my fingers are cold. Heh. I just pulled up the blanket that was over my shoulders but fell off.

The first photo is my mail from Leslie! Finally. It took kind of long...at least longer than I thought it would since we live in the same state. I am just really happy to finally get it and relieved that it wasn't lost. :)

Today was pretty nice day. I slept in and didn't go to school early as usual (but I didn't miss any class!). I was walking to the bus stop with my sister and we were running really late and the bus was about to come so I was running to the bus stop. She was on heels so she couldn't keep up and I left her behind the other block becaused the it was a stop light already. I saved the day though since I got to the bus :) LOL Just kidding heh I think the bus driver was gonna wait anyway since there was also an old man coming towards the bus stop. :) Some bus drivers don't wait at all, which makes me really annoyed sometimes and I feel bad for the people that get left behind.

Anyway I got to school and I bought a drink before coming to class. I brought my sister's macbook with me and my tablet so I can work work work. I have a graphire4 so my tablet is a bit old... My teacher was like, "What kind is that?" Haha....

I got tired of what I was drawing so I started doodling my Reborn guest art instead... and my friend came behind me and said it was nice and I had both my school work and the guest art open so I was confused which he meant. I felt guilty for procrastinating too haha. And I was talking to this other girl and we were both like "ugh" about our projects lol. Oh, when class ended I went to use the bathroom and my other classmate was in the other stall and she was asking me questions and talking to me the whole time till I left the bathroom?! It was kind of weird and awkward but funny.... :)

THENNN when I was going home I saw my friend's dad and he drove me to my house! I was really surprised to see him and we talked about my friend hurhur talking behind her back HAHA just kidding. :) We were talking about other things too. Lol.

Now I am working, but stopped to eat the brownie cupcake(one was for my sister) in the photo and to write this out. :)
Oh and I really love those fried beans! O_O I wish they were warm though...like how they keep them warm in the street vendors.


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